hmph hmph

ah ,.. ah.. ah.....

wat should i write in the new post ah!!
hmph.. let's put in sentence and in numerical form!!^^
more organised!!

1. I went to watch AVATAR with Shariel , Alvin and Jeremy. the latter two came late and missed the most important part. I pula missed a part when i had to get out to give them the tickets.

so, the most important thing to bear in mind befor you watch a bizzaRE movie is time management. I hope they won't know i m a bit sarcastic to them here!! xp


2.I cant believe what i am watching . my goodness.Avatar is really awesome! woo~~ feel like I am walking in the future!!


3. I had a sweet moment in Merry Brown with my MOm . WE shared a plate together. I think i ate the most of the plate . chuckle!!

makan ikut size badan ba~


4.attended Alvin 's birthday last last few days. ME , kok how, qi ying were browsing through a t- shirt for his present.

first of all, we consider the price. Maklumlah, we are student . life is tough!



5. kind of enjoy Alvin 's party.

Alvin spoke like a robot. his few famous quotes ; fake one lar.. eat eat eat!!
met with alvincanz. janice . dianne luke , lessie ou , aaron and .... ( who else ah!!) oh ya!! Ezra!
I knew wat u did tat time! ' you ignore a friend's request!


6. Dad bought a new old car....... for sale.. enjoy the ride a few time before i kiss it goodbye!

7. Xmas is coming to malaysia!! wait wait .. it is memang in malaysia. BUt I kind of lack the festive mood . But somehow, I cant wait for that day~ woo~


8. getting used to the boredom ! An finding many ways to cope with it. such as: saying i m not that bored . ..... so lame!!

9. feel like going to work. a bit shy to ask for allowance from my parents.


10. but then,. shy la to go work.

11. I want to read through the german book. but .. but .. no motivation lar.. how i wish shun ling can come an coach me!! hahaha.....


she might be one tigress type of teacher! woof woof all along. and i will jingle all the way.!!

12. thought of writing a autobiography of myself. and but then.. it is half ... not even half complete. i think only the prologue part nia!! still got a lot to improve my language..

aha!! language empowerment!


13. say cheezezzzz!!


14. I am still bored( bored is a taboo word nowadays)

15. ..... ... .. . .... .. .. .. ( morse code)



hope i can continue more onwards. lame post. dun read it. come on!!
cheers!

and God bless!

you found me.. you found me..

lying on the floor

you found me ... you found me..


surrounded surrounded..

lost and insecure..

you found me..

where were you?

just a little late.
why you have to wait?


to find me ...to find me



meaningful piece of

work~

thanks nailin.

Dear Ming Chai,

Merry christmas!

Tho i know u don;t normally write and prefer typing and but i hope this booklet is small enuf for u to bring over to aussie

why?For u to note down grreat incident of how God was real to you and what are the blessing. He had or vison and dreams!


I have always known there's something in u that u yet to allow the power of God to move u!
But i challenge u that as u are far from home, God will transform u


This booklet is for u to write God's moment. So during down moments, written words or incident will keep u going!

' Let your roots grow down in christ and draw up nouristment from Him. See taht u are growing in the Lord and become


STRONG & VIGOROUS

in the truth'

COl 2: 7


TRUST HIM AND HE WILL CHANGE UR LIFE!


nailin.





thanks nailin. ur words reli put me back on track

ur words put me back to my direction.
and I cant bring myself words to describe you
and i know it is more than just these few words.

it is by God's power that I can see changes

and living it out loud is the hardest way .
and faith is a gift hard to gain if you shed some of it .

but i will continue to search for the key

cheers!
and God bless us all!

Don;t think too muc

I am too scared to tell you this.



Too coward to tell that I am actually has a thing or two for you.



Reason: I don't think I need one to tell you this.



I keep shoving the thought away only to get myself more and more engaged with you.

I guess it is just a matter of time before the vague becomes clear.



The vague is the me topplin g off the line.

The clear thing is the thought I am trying to evade becomes more vague.



I guess it is always the direction that will journey me to that particular destination. No matter how strong is your intention, it exerts no value .. weightless against the realistic truth.



The truth is that there is no truth at all . It seems like that is the truth because you want it to be that way and you don't want to even make a simple change out of it. Just a click. and it works a miracle.



But I am scared. I am too coward a person to say so . The urge is there. the desire is there. The intention is always there.

Just I can't seem to bring my direction there. I feel a bit out of shape from there.

But this is life. It offers us so much and we take almost everything for granted.
and I am sure to regret so much.

cheers! and God bless us!

point blank after this

I think holidays really make us depressed in such a way.it makes us point blank to a state that I forgo the purpose of my life. it doesn't happen to most people but I am not the type who like hols so much. So much fun and yet i think all the crap =pie hols is really junk to the very end. From the very day i finish my last paper, i was still thinking of that particular question i got confused from it. everybody was thrilling all over and i was fidgeting nervously . life isn't just that spontaneous-after-test-reaction . it doesnt stop there. Our subtle mood is really governed by how things ends in the end and not by how we manage to make things really worth the extra mile from it. All I knew once the clock chimes towards the last few seconds, i know that there is no turning back to the past. We just have to move on. My goodness! our sanity is definitely revolve around ausmat now. And i don't think i really live it up to it. and ich hasse this year sehr schon. I still got one last week to make reflect things i have done in the course. i would say stuff most poeple do typically.Damn it ! it is really boring. i miss chatting with friends i enjoy and feel comfortable with. i guess i have no chance to do it anymore. and i think i should have right wrong in the beginning.

time and time again

A momentarily pause from parch of words.
A way to say I am having a short break. I have no idea why i love to press enter when i type and it ends up no paragraphing and only sentences and sentences.


usually blogging kept my head held high.. my adrenaline boosted ... my soul keep intact..
i love writing something ranging from trash to 'recycled stuff'

meaning i like to repeat trash writing.

So , what comes in my mind will surely decorate this blog as in to make the word 'filling in' sounds better.

I love this song
wait a moment.! I am copying the lyric . ( ish.. why on earth do i love to type enter)

argh..
it sang by jeremy camp! beautiful one


Wonderful, so wonderful
Is your unfailing love
Your cross has spoken mercy over me
No eye has seen no ear has heard
No heart could fully know
How glorious, how beautiful you are.
Beautiful one I loveBeautiful one
I adore
Beautiful one
my soul must sing.
Powerful so powerful
Your glory fills the skies
Your mighty works displayed for all to see (beautiful)
The beauty of your majesty
Awakes my heart to see
How marvelous how wonderful you are.
Beautiful one
I love Beautiful one
I adoreBeautiful one
my soul must sing
Beautiful one I love youBeautiful one
I adoreBeautiful one
my soul must sing.
You opened my eyes to your wonders
anew
You captured my heart with this love
Because nothing on Earth is as beautiful as you (Jesus)
You opened my eyes to your wonders anew
You captured my heart with this love
Because nothing on Earth is as beautiful as you.
Beautiful one I love you
Beautiful one I adore
Beautiful one my soul must sing
Beautiful one I love you
Beautiful one I adore
Beautiful one my soul must sing.
And you opened my eyes to your wonders anew
You captured my heart with this love
Because nothing on earth is as beautiful as you.
My soul, my soul must sing,
My soul, my soul must sing,My soul, my soul must sing,Beautiful One.



very messy ! the lyric arrangement ..
argh. lazy to scrutinise it properly.
lazy ..



I am definitely happy and truly surprised when someone unexpected tag along today speciality.
It is really enlightening to have her to join along.
really. more to come in near future.

however, times really flow.
it chimes every hour .
it tells us that
we are growing
here an there.
are we?
those 's not becuz they are just plain lazy as me!
we take things for granted. and surprising it always stands on our side.
never did we know those have been squeezing it in and out are already a master of time realms.
we are just the watcher of the passing.

we are just a bunch of losers.


stop it !!! i am degradin myself .

down
down
down
down
down
a way to descibe my situation.
lousy bum


argh,. lazy to write more.


kerana pasrah tak terhingga~

I guess that not many of peers have the initiative to just giev a piece of their mind in blogging.
Lay down a part of their life in this seems hard.
just hard.

But i think I might as well stop blogging cause I really do not know what to write and I am not the blogger type of guy.
people decorate their blog.

I decorate only my mind to write a piece.
friends write splendid piece
I wrote a piece none better than just a kindergarden set of ABC and D!
ar.... still got 7 days left to final.
and yet, I am gifted with this sudden mood to update it

I need to study and i need to push harder and yet i push back reluctant to give to the insurmountable task and tasks to study ..
books an books to revise..and i care is whether i have revise facebook thorougha n thorough.


this is cursed.! damnitt!!!

today , I wrote a phrase .. a malay phrase . it 's been ages since i even get hold of malay literacy. and i brave myself to write a sentence .


' kusangka kelobak sinar, nur cahaya sisian. tak disangka kelabu yang tiba'

it is been long time , my dear Malay.

and i think I fit well in that phrase.




i think i need to stop writing now,

need to return
God bless and cheers!